The End of one Fairytale.
Usually, and most of the time, the pursue of most fairytales will end somehow. Hiiragi, has came to one of these endings one day. Something that he thought wouldn't happen, happened. The news of Joseiteki's marriage froze him like nitrogen.
"Hey, I've got something to tell you. I'm getting married" came as a message through sms.
"Oh. Congrats" he replied, after a 10mins froze upon reading the message.
Within moments after he replied, tears began to roll down his cheeks. He was happy for her, but he was also devastated. There is that selfish part of him still hoping that she will be with him eventually. But he knows now, it will never be. He sent her another message, "thanks for all the happy moments that you have brought into my life. They will be remembered and cherished always. My promise to you still stand and will always stand. If you ever need me at any point of time in your life for anything, let me know, and I'll be there to the best that I can for you." Hiiragi's emotion collapsed after sending that message to her. But he knows that she has made her choice. He can only hope that she'll be happy in whatever she does.
Then he thought to himself, it is time to move on in life. Nothing should and nothing will stop here. He has to go on. She wouldn't be happy to see him in this state either.
Hiiragi wasn't quite himself for the whole of that week. Though he knows what he has to do, his emotion is constantly pulling him back...
... dunno why... can't seem to continue the story... emotional set back again... story will continue another time...
... continued ...
It was a struggle between what he knows is right and what his emotion is telling him. He cried in the late hours of the night, between his sleep and whenever he tried to let it go. But he knows he has to... No matter how hard it has been, and how much harder it will be.